vanessa

happy father’s day to the man who helped me the most when i needed it. showed me compassion, love and even if i wish he’d say more sometimes, i know he is always looking out for me. i love you willem dafoe in the florida project

white people are the straights of the race spectrum

went to a themed party: dress up as characters from a movie released in 2001. I was denzel washington from training day and she was joe from princess diaries

it’s crazy what some medicine and p*ssy will do for you

yet again have fallen for someone who wants to move to europe 🫩

saw a new psychiatrist and after he asked me for “my life story” he upped everything and even added a new one for fun ;)

had a procedure done where I had to go under and was quite scared. she took me to the appointment at 5:30am and got all my favorite snacks and flowers and said she loves me 🥴 hey siri, play the first five seconds of “ivy” by frank ocean neeeooooww

went to the desert this weekend w someone I really like and now feel restored and sunburnt

blocked on everything. i’m at peace.

got the damn thing!!! I AM A PRELUDE FELLOW! LETS GOOOO

had the interview. it went so well. I also got to meet a comedy idol. what a day

went to see caroline rose the other night n can’t stop smiling at the little puppets during the show

I love visiting my friend in her room bc she’s always posted up like little women

I got to the interview stage! they liked my application! i’ve been riding this high all day! 🥹

as soon as scorpio season started I just kind of stopped desiring what doesn’t want me? kinda cool

almost done with my first fellowship application. proud of myself. this week was brutal. maybe I can get better 🥹

turns out when I have a good day, I consider hiking the pct by myself for a few weeks

i want to slam my head against a table like mark ruffalo in poor things