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I spent all day preparing for tomorrow when I could have lived yesterday. I owe the present an apology.

poora din ye coursework mein nikal jata. baki samay dosti yaari mein. na personal space mil raha na hi padhai ho rahi.

watched first half of odyssey from nolan's adaptation (ripped version) and second half from 1997 show.

accent ke chakkar mein gas ko geys bol de raha ye prof. kisi tarah se hasi control krta hu iske aage.

wanna redo personality. boring to attach myself to those same set of patterns which tell nothing about my real self.

once you understand the dynamics and significance of a cllg friends grp, you automatically distance yourself from one.

in the end, you become what you hate (motoloda ka phone le liya)

time has picked up pace again. days are passing in the blink of an eye. urgency has started to creep in. the passage of the year gives it meaning. before we get it together, it'll be over.

october mein subah ki dhoop achi lagne lagi hai.

normalcy is the irony of ironies. hence, it's funny.

the adrenaline rush while watching dempsey roll for the first time.

pulao raita can have me raw.

protect your innocence and empathy. helps you sleep peacefully at night.

grateful to friends who won't let me miss out on life. also, gujarati people are really sweet.

knowing what's right for you and doing it is better than burning a thousand bridges. burn them anyway, for the catharsis.

stared so long into the void that every attempt at life felt like staring into the void

clash of clans friend from 2019 reached out today. blud moved from lithuania to saudi for work. he spoiled endgame for me. so many memories unlocked.

grew up watching ramsay brothers horror movies. they used to hang witches to death. kill them with a holy cross or om. peak music and comedy too. miss that slop.

lows don't scare me. it's the transition from high to low which is soul crushing. been high on life from past week and before it humbles me, i gotta do it myself.