𝐧ott 𝐭he 𝐛rave. 𝐧͟𝐨͟ ͟𝐜͟𝐨͟𝐦͟𝐦͟𝐚͟

vivia.xn--6ii for context: we were playing as vox machina characters & i was scanlan and didnt know who jupi was joining as (they were pike)

ㅤ “just as your past doesn’t define who * you are、caleb. none of it、it wasn’t your fault. you can blame yourself over and over but where is that going to lead you but an endless circle?” rubbing hid back to soothe him. “we’ll get through this together、i promise.” ㅤ

ㅤ “sure、that’s nice. but isn’t that lonely? not having a loved one and a child to care about? .. sorry to pry.. but what happened?” ㅤ

ㅤ i’m not… i’m really not. you’re just saying that. i’m something i hate. so much so… yet all i’ve gotten is kindness and i don’t deserve it… not right now. ㅤ

ㅤ “they are. very much so. you learn to get past that. all that crying.. shitting? you learn to get past it through love alone.” ㅤ

ㅤ I SAID I WAS JOKING! ㅤ

ㅤ “terrified? don’t be silly… i’m a goblin. if anything、you should be afraid of me.” an immediate hug in response. “you’re welcome、caleb. anytime.” ㅤ

ㅤ “why wouldn’t it be worth it? we’ve both been through a lot.. different、but enough to make us not want to be here.. but we’re here、we’re surviving.. uh.. caleb? .. i’m proud of you.” ㅤ

ㅤ one day i’m.. hoping that i can… ㅤ

ㅤ “if i’m being really honest here: kids are expensive. sure you love them either way with everything you have but…” ㅤ

ㅤ “yeah? why couldn’t i? …” ㅤ

ㅤ i’m sorry… are you okay? ㅤ

ㅤ i can’t face them. i can’t… not like this. ㅤ

ㅤ with… my husband… ㅤ

ㅤ … … “yes、you’re * also my child、 by the way.” ㅤ

ㅤ did i stutter? ㅤ

ㅤ talk of ovulation yet i have a child?? but you’re not ready for that conversation. ㅤ

vivia.xn--6ii accurate footage of me in 9 hours i goT TA GO I GOTTA GO I GOTTA GO TO SLEEP RN