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seeing stars when i stand

was @wnk*starrs
Joined August 2023
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nazar, 18 minus 1 #edrtwt #kpop3dtwt ☆ digital diary ☆ will rt a lot ☆ queer ☆enha/hee, rps, violin, anime, fashion cw: bmi 17.2, gw: bmi 15s, ugw: bmi 12s looking esp 4 other 3dgenes/sh3dgenes!! was @/wnk*strrs
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my face is noticably becoming fatter do i cut sugar, salt, or myself
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didnt make region orchestra after 7 tears of tryinf to get in solid bs in calc and physics 25 unread chapters for lit 3 untouched college apps no huzz binging daily big pimple on my face i rlly cant do anything
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trying to romanticize ur ed while u genuinely fat asf 🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩
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"this disorder will kill you"
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“I was forced to eat by parents!” Me eating the food I was forced to eat
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sooo im actually rewriting it bc i thought of a way better topic. the problem is i only have 6 days and 4 more supplementals due on the same day and one of those supplementals is a long ass essay for uchicago🤦‍♀️
GUYS I WROTE MY COLLEGE ESSAY. AFTER 3 MONTHS OF PROCRASTINATION
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i really do like the placement. not obvious unless u look a little harder. kind of like a vampire bite i think im gonna keep doing it in that location deeper and deeper until it leaves a mark
ugh i (((v7 my neck today and ot looks the way i wanted but ot hurts so so sp bad like thisbis the first time ive cried after 5$ |-| because of PHYSICAL pain instead emotional pain
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ugh i (((v7 my neck today and ot looks the way i wanted but ot hurts so so sp bad like thisbis the first time ive cried after 5$ |-| because of PHYSICAL pain instead emotional pain
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im losing faith in my religion these feeling r really difficult
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if i met little me in early ed phase i wouldnt say omg babes escape before its too late id say Omg girl how r u doing that. just disciplined as hell like give me tips
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ok yes id tell her to escape but ykwim
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life update i been binging everyday #notdisordered
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im the rare times where things go really reqlly right for me i subconsciously feel more worthy n so i tend to eat more bc obviously i feel less ill but when im overly depressed i eat my feelings . so in order to properly starve i just need nothing to happen to me ever 😭
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its rlly stupid too im a senior and in the top orch and ive been deliberately seating myself in the front. then chair tests came and i was selected to be in the front!! literally my dream come true. but then he decided to go hmm actually lets do another playing test so i+
it was just yesterday for the first time in a while when i saw my €v7$ fading wnd thought to myself ykw i dont feel like remarking these again. but ofc today some fucking shit happens and just ruins that. every time
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tf did he think it was a good idea 2 push me back AND make me an odd chair now. i have 2 learn a new fucking part < a week before concert. he said something like “placement isn’t directly correlated w your score, we put some high scored ppl near the back bc of blah blah” IDGAF
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me being in the front was one of 3 things keeping me going rn and so yeah basically its over for my life
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it was just yesterday for the first time in a while when i saw my €v7$ fading wnd thought to myself ykw i dont feel like remarking these again. but ofc today some fucking shit happens and just ruins that. every time
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anddd the ėdrtwt larper who cant stop eating award goes to!!! @wonkibmi !!!😻😻😻
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