Ya momma raised a quitter
8 months clean from gambling today.
No more suicidal thoughts. No more waking up on Monday terrified to check my bank account praying it wasn’t overdrawn. No more lying to the people I loved just to hide what I had done. No more carrying that sick feeling in my chest knowing I had lost everything and pretending I was okay.
I’ve accepted that I can never gamble again for the rest of my life. And I’m okay with that.
Because if I went back, I know where it would take me…dead or in jail.
The sleepless nights. Lying to the people I love. Watching two weeks of work disappear in two hours. Sneaking into the bathroom during family dinner to check a score. Sitting beside the people I loved while secretly falling apart inside.
I remember that life like it was yesterday.
If someone as deep into this sickness as I was can find a way out… so can you.
Please reach out. My DMs are open.
Blaise ❤️
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Replying to @DraycoMcCoy
@DraycoMcCoy You seen Tyler Glasnow shouted you out bout music he listens to?
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What game is he referring to cause it ain’t basketball
“When my time is up and I retire… there will be people that say I changed the game.”
- Karl-Anthony Towns
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