CV | Thale_X

Got dark thoughts again recently. Won't even lie about that. I'm fine, but the reason is because everyone that tries to get close to me gets threatened or their family threatened by the people that want me dead. Every time I think I'm gaining new friends, certain groups do their absolute best to threaten them in anyway they can. I know I should keep this to myself, but I need to vent sometimes. With that said I am fine. I can deal with the harassment of me being called every buzzword under the sun. However seeing people that try to connect with me start getting their actual families threatened makes me not want to make any connections with people. Legit lost quite a few people that were good friends this year because of this. I won't name drop them but it does hurt. If I was in their place, I would maybe would do the same thing and throw me under the bus too if it meant protecting my family. Can't really blame them for that. At the end of the day you gotta look out for your family. Its crazy how because of me defending anime, it has all come to this. People actually treat me worse than convicted pedos because I defend icky fiction. They look at everything that is done to not just me but anyone near me as if its completely okay to do Overall my haters have won in a way. They managed to continue to isolate me because of their savage nature to threaten everyone. Anyways this has been on my mind and I feel putting it into words allows me to push forward better.