i hate being an animal lover living in dublin where there are literally Zero interesting animals. people in other countries run into like whole parrots and snakes and shit and the most interesting animal interaction ill have if i go outside is a seagull trying to steal my food
also it means my only option for animal hobbies is keeping exotic pets but i have no Money and no Space so god forbid i want to do anything related to my special interest
the longer i spend enjoying nothing and doing nothing the less human i feel. in every aspect of life there's something i can't bring myself to participate in and my complete lack of interesting traits means nobody wants me to participate either. what am i here for