I am in a failing relationship and this is my journal

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Joined March 2016
Guys idk if anyone cares but it’s been 3 full months since I broke up with him
Was texting a girl named Tiana or t something on the 4th when he was at loop bar with his friends
We had a massive blow out fight today
On may 4th he had to have someone take plan b
The misogyny that my current boyfriend subscribes to is horrendous
And then turned the argument into how I never ask him how his family is
Today, again, he blamed his court case on me
He told me he was at Culver’s and got lost one of the nights that he tried to hire a hooker
He owes me $75 for food and alcohol I bought him yesterday
He changed the password on his laptop
I brought it up. I said I can’t shake the feeling that you’re cheating on me and he tried to turn it around on me
I like where is the empathy does he not care about me and my friendships anymore I just was expecting him to say oh yeah I totally understand I’m so sorry or something like that
I told him I don’t want to come home I miss hanging out with my friend and he said thanks for telling me that, I guess?
He WALKED TO A HOTEL in the middle of the night to try to fuck this girl
I literally cannot believe I almost paid for his groceries this week
Doesn’t have money for groceries but will pay for hookers
Yeah so if this isn’t abusive idk what is
So he apparently doesn’t have the money for Uber eats but he has the money for a hooker and to go to the bar after his kickball game
It’s just ducking incredible what he thinks he can get away with. Like he’s literally going to go meet up with Rachel over thanksgiving
He’s taking a phone call from Rachel