Tho they weren’t only the sole reason as to why I left but what they did left a scar that will forever have a mark on me.
And the funny thing is that the girl he’s dating now is the same person na kinausap ko ng things about him.
Akala ko kasi dahil kapwa babae mo, hindi ka sasaktan, then won’t use you. But it turns out, it was never about the gender or sexuality, sa ugali talaga ng tao yun. Had to learn it the hard way tho.
Tho I regret every single thing that happened kasi I feel used pero still thankful pa rin na I learned lessons. Rp is rp. You can’t just trust people here.
I did things I did not even realize I can do at that time. And oh God, I regret every single thing I did. Kung pwede lang bawiin lahat, pwede ba? HAHAHA. I embarrassed myself just to receive a half meant na sorry. Siguro some of his friends would describe me as someone na +
Tho nagsorry naman siya but mas more on I pushed him to do so? I don’t know if that’s the right word pero parang napilitin siya para lang maayos pangalan niya?
daming nangyayari here sa rp, so I decided to step back here. Tho friends were telling me to go back kaya bumalik rin agad. I remembered him not taking accountability of what shit happened between us, ayoko na i-define pa one by one on what he did but it did really hurt me.
Back to the story, things happened and such then he told me na he was still in love with his ex na sagad ooc daw (hindi sila sagad ooc pero friends ata). So I understood, kasi he was fresh from a break up. But it took a toll on me sagad ooc rin, I can’t eat and such kasi ang+
nababahagi na kasi I want everyone to know na shit happens talaga here and nakakasira talaga siya ng mental health.
ooc as someone who’s not really a fan of bringing everyone in my ooc life, ewan what happened talaga. Basta nangyari na lang bigla. And I can’t really remember how everything started between us. Medyo matagal na rin kasi, mag iisang taon na. Kaya ko rin siguro +
kanya or was I inlove ba talaga. Tho I remembered how excited I was to wake up every single day knowing na I have someone I could talk to pero it felt like he was just after my body, but nevertheless I still liked him. Hmm, days after nun, idk what really happened that it became
Well it started when I fell in love with someone who’s in a famous group here and that person was also from a fresh break up. The first time we talked, he was still with her and I can’t remember the exact situation on how we became f*b*s. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nainlove sa+
Now, that I stepped away from twt rp kasi it was eating me alive sagad ooc l became healthier and happier, free from stress. I thought this place would give me peace but it did not, it ruined the shit out of me ooc. I was fucking traumatized to the point na ang sakit magbukas ng+