Colin Ferguson @ fearlessson.bsky.social (@FearlessSon) profile picture

Senior QA Engineer @EpicGames working on the @UnrealEngine. Personal account, views my own. Human simulacrum. He/they. Profile pic by Lil Chan.

Seattle, WA
Joined July 2008
Photo by Colin Ferguson @ fearlessson.bsky.social (@FearlessSon)Photo by Colin Ferguson @ fearlessson.bsky.social (@FearlessSon)Photo by Colin Ferguson @ fearlessson.bsky.social (@FearlessSon)Photo by Colin Ferguson @ fearlessson.bsky.social (@FearlessSon)Photo by Colin Ferguson @ fearlessson.bsky.social (@FearlessSon)Photo by Colin Ferguson @ fearlessson.bsky.social (@FearlessSon)Photo by Colin Ferguson @ fearlessson.bsky.social (@FearlessSon)Photo by Colin Ferguson @ fearlessson.bsky.social (@FearlessSon)Photo by Colin Ferguson @ fearlessson.bsky.social (@FearlessSon)
If you possess a functional set of male gonads, now would be a good time to seek medical sterilization. We cannot allow the burden of the loss of bodily autonomy to fall entirely on a single sex.
1
2
75
2016 felt like a knife in the back. 2024 feels like a knife in the gut.
2
74
Wanting "consequences" for other people's sex lives is weird, NGL. (Incidentally, aborting an unintended pregnancy IS taking responsibility. Imposing life without careful deliberation and intention is both irresponsible and immoral for all parties concerned.)
90
I'm going to the gym more frequently now than ever before. Because the world is just... too much.
My immediate reaction to every major world event now is "I don't know what the future holds, but I probably gotta start doing more push-ups"
1
97
You know, I probably would have enjoyed being a father. Probably would have been pretty good at it too. But I couldn't conscience bringing a child into being.
1
38
I couldn't live with the shame, the guilt, knowing that every single pain they must endure and every pain for every child they have must endure is MY FAULT. It's too much. The negative moral utility approaches infinity as the generations increase.
24
I think one of the biggest sources of evil in the world is the notion that somehow a stranger’s life is less valuable than that of the familiar.
1
31
Maybe this is my neurodivergence, but I don’t understand people who operate in bad faith. I mean, I understand they exist and know that they’d try to subvert others with bad faith, I just can’t empathize with where they’re coming from.
1
47
“Splinters”a poem: Memories, sharp and jagged In the mind they are snagged They are pain They are rage They remain They engage They will pester As they fester Pinch them out What’s this about They won’t dislodge I cannot dodge That which is embedded Has my stability shredded.
24
The more I think about it, the more I come to believe that the impulse to value one's own child's life above that of someone else's child's life is the root of so, so much evil.
1
1
24
I reflexively get irate when someone talks about what they'd do to "protect" their own kid against some imagined threat. Like that isn't part of the same spectrum of thought that leads to bombing someone distant stranger's kids into oblivion for the same reason.
1
19
"But it comes from love!" is the protest. As if love somehow justifies murder.
13
Colin Ferguson @ fearlessson.bsky.social retweeted
So in a few years when there’s a massive gap in the industry from all the games that were never made by the people who got laid off at the studios that were shuttered, who’s going to make your games? Where’s “shareholder value” going to come from when you’ve cut to the bone?
BREAKING: Microsoft has closed Redfall's Arkane Austin, HiFi Rush's Tango Gameworks, and more in devastating cuts at Bethesda. bit.ly/3UxzCPb
89
363
12
3,434
153,527
Woke up at 2:30 AM. Resigned myself to not getting back to sleep at 3:00 AM. Got up. Now trying to get some work done.
1
31
The usual suspects are butthurt that there are female characters in what they had ASSUMED to be an all-male faction. It's a dumb assumption and they're upset for dumb reasons. And this? This is how corporate representatives say "Die mad about it." :)
Since the first of the Ten Thousand were created, there have always been female Custodians.
1
70
I am proud to announce that I have accepted an offer to be a Senior QA Engineer at @EpicGames working on the @UnrealEngine. I start on the twenty-second.
1
4
62
No joke, as a kid I literally wanted to be conscripted into a total institution where I'd have the humanity beaten out of me to turn me into a being of pure function, or die in the process of that transformation. My parents and teachers didn't seem very keen on that idea.
i was not meant for a 9-5 i was meant to be kidnapped at a young age and conscripted to be part of the spartan-II program where i'd be trained and augmented to eventually fight the covenant fleet 😔
1
79