Mercy Maroma

What’s an “old person” habit you’ve adopted because it’s actually a really good idea?

I just wanna discuss God, if he exists. My mother was one of the most faithful people I know, kept the loyalty and faith in her God, prayed on average twice a day, sometimes overnight because I used to listen to her cry in prayer throughout the night because my room was right next to hers. But oh boy she suffered, I saw in her eyes how excruciating the pain was, she walked and I could hear her breathe through the pain in the most difficult gasps through her mouth. She went through financial exhaustion. People that love her like me also suffered looking at her go through all that, what kind of a sick God allows all this to happen if he is all powerful and all knowing, what kind of a sick plan is at play here? I have lost the oldest person that loved me through ALL my flaws, the ONLY person in this world I can be able to share ANYTHING without being judged, but guess what, she is dead, and for some reason theres a God that is all powerful and capable of everything and anything that is orchestrating all this as part of his plan. If she had to die let her die but not like this, not to a point she can’t speak or hold her own hand up.