Elijah J May

I think I’m going to take a step back from the FGC on a social level. Believe me, I genuinely love and appreciate you all, the ones who go out of their way to show me love and the supportive fans who cheer for me and enjoy what I do. I know who y’all are 😌❤️But yesterday, I came to a realization, A lot of competitors act strange toward me. Some outright hate me just because of my playstyle ALONE. What bothers me even more is that some people pretend to be cool with me but talk badly about me behind my back. That sense of betrayal is hard to think about, and I’m sure we all know how that feels. It’s something I hate, and it’s been weighing on me. I’ve never done anything personal to them. Ive never fucked their Woman, I’ve never disrespected them, talked behind their backs, wished harm on anyone, or done anything to deserve this. I’ve always had their backs, greeted them first, and treated them with respect. Yet, I’ve come to learn that some so-called friends speak poorly about me behind my back all because of how I play the game. What’s worse is that their loyalty seems to cater more to whoever’s winning or has the loudest opinion, rather than genuinely valuing friendship in the first place. It’s disappointing, to say the least. I understand this is a competitive scene, but now I see how people really operate. I need to protect myself from the snakes in the grass because, honestly, that grass is getting taller.