𝑅𝑖𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔

i am not meant for casual. i was born for soul crushing devotion.

i'm sorry that on that day， the day you were shut out and left to die， no one was there to lift you up in their arms the way you lifted others into yours.

do me a favor. die for me.

you will always be my almost love. had we more time——i am sure i would have loved you.

there are a million ways to bleed，but you are by far my favorite.

i am a demanding creature. i am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable. but i am your servant. when you starve i will feed you; when you are sick i will tend you. i crawl at your feet. for you alone i will be weak.

you know her by her laugh and the shine of her knife.

you are dearer to me than myself.

oh， i will ruin you. it's a habit， i can't help it. i know that you mean so well， but i am not a vessel for your good intent.