had halloween plans last weekend praying for at least one night out this weekend along with my concertπ«©π«©π«© not asking for much i just want my friends to pull through
begging for something interesting to happen in my life. why is it so effing boring i have no fun stories to share with my friends itβs always just same old and so uninteresting. it makes me feel like a loser cuz i have nothing to say and when i do itβs just nothingburgerβΉοΈ
trying to do my best and make an effort and itβs all for not so why am i still here whatβs the fucking point
quoting this tweet again cuz i wholeheartedly believe that my friends hate being seen with me in any public sphere cuz i bring down their imageπΉπΉπΉπΉ many of you will love me in private but not in public and itβs sickening
i know i wasnβt meant for this life when i have a good day and still lie in my bed before i go to bed and think how much i still want to die
