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Joined August 2014
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it's funny how people can be so important to you for months or years and then just slip right out of your life one day
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trauma has made me so scared of human connections man. imagine being so afraid of disappointment that you'd rather not check ur phone all night than risk finding out that the text uve been waiting for isnt there. so u go to sleep convincing urself they'll text u by morning
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girl from the party i brought home: oh.... i thought when you were hyping up your room in the uber u were gonna at least own a bedframe me: are u not seeing the bladee art swedish roommate entering: cän i heet yør "geeg bar" me: not now jörgsen. you're nothing like drain gang
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A friend is going through a lot and something I told her that also resonated with me, having my own very odd journey, is that for people with atypical lives and professional trajectories who feel constantly behind, the true failure state isn't imperfect attempts but lying still.
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"bro we should hangout soon"
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I wish words came out as clearly as they exist in my head.
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"2026 VAI SER MEU ANO" eu em novembro:
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do you ever feel like you have to withhold the way you feel in a conversation in order to keep it enjoyable for the other person
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My ocd mood board.. ok?
Having horrible horrible horrible OCD the last 24 hours. Horrible. Here's my moodboard
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there's something very soul crushing about being autistic and feeling like the entire world knows how to connect and you have been left out .
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Whole house got OCD to the point of near psychosis
Having horrible horrible horrible OCD the last 24 hours. Horrible. Here's my moodboard
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Sometimes o go into fight or flight outta nowhere and it kinda jsut feels like this
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The autistic experience of feeling okay about things and then occasionally being hit with a wave of soul crushing frustration about feeling like everyone else knows how to communicate and you’ve been left out. Feeling like you’re destined to be left behind forever..
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my OCD moodboard
Having horrible horrible horrible OCD the last 24 hours. Horrible. Here's my moodboard
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does the feeling of anxiety and not fitting in and being alone in a room full of people ever go away or am i just destined to be awkward and weird for my entire life
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prob delete later but anyone else have this cycle of being paranoid you're not actually liked but you don't reach out to anyone cause you have nothing to say and don't want to say random stuff in fear they're annoyed so you just don't say anything and be left forgotten
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undiagnosed moodboard
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midway through 5th semester
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how it feels doing anything
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