
half agony, half hope. in my hollanov era. fic writer and beta reader. https://teapawt.net/t.co/293E5rJIbk 𐦖. ♡ profpic by @rival2lover ♡
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Anyone who thinks romance novels have unrealistic plots should know that I’m 27 years old. I have no money and no prospects. I’m already a burden to my parents. And I’m frightened.
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unfortunately ilya rozanov probably Was the kind of guy wearing the “i love boobies” breast cancer awareness bracelet in the early 2010s
Replying to @wolfbirbs
this is important to me. i also want to think about him listening to two of us by the beatles, is that allowed
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the MLH does a haunted house social media bit where they make unlikely pairs of players from a few teams go through a haunted house together for the reactions. of course it's hollander and rozanov paired together, the two lifelong rivals
The only thing I have to say abt HW being so absorbed by Sign of the Times is thank you for the Hollanov Project Hail Mary AU crumbs, I will take them and cry now about hollanov finding each other across the universe and saving stars :)
reheating tumblr’s “they very much did kill Jesus” nachos
300 years ago women were accused of witchcraft and burned for it, but when a man turns water into wine, he is suddenly god.
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They killed him too.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jesus
snow leopard shane has a sand paper tongue and so he can't lick ilya over and over in the same place even though he really wants to really badly and he should be able to do that. but unfortunately the universe. so he's careful about it. not tenderizing. just tender love
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hi everyone! i had two surgeries for laryngeal cancer + going through radiation while job searching + trying to get assitance. if you are able to donate anything to help w bills i would greatly appreciate it 🫶🏻
gfm: gofund.me/6b1309d5b
venmo: @ ellisriver
paypal: @hnalex
thanks everyone who asked me questions <3 <3 that was so fun. i love writing about writing. metacognition is one of my favorite cognitions. i love you <3
8. Another thing I love about writing is that it offers so many ways to move with and beyond the silences that threaten to swallow us. I am of course thinking of Audre Lorde's "Transformation of Silence into Language and Action"
12. Inspiration is hard for me because it's so fleeting. So I have to think about it as a practice, not as something that comes to me. I tend to write a lot in conversation with my own feelings. I also think curiosity is the most important habit of mind for me to cultivate.
17. Sometimes I like to listen to brown noise while I write, sometimes to ambient music (think whale sounds). Sometimes I like to listen to lykke li, or to the 1995 Little Women soundtrack. Sometimes it has to be silence.
16. I do like my own writing, quite a lot. For fanfic, I don't think it's particularly good, but it does carry a resonance that is specific to me and for me, and that means comfort, which is a good thing. Yes, I love my writing, even when I despise it. I am self-conscious of +












