Today, on Valentine’s Day, I cried AGAIN TODAY (as I have so very many times since 10/6/2020)—MISSING the LOVE OF MY LIFE, Bob, who was murdered by the Covid NIH Hospital Protocol. facebook.com/share/p/1GQHMSp… @sayerjigmi helped us all to understand the HORRIFIC MAGNITUDE of the Covid Agenda & it’s ORIGIN in the “Epstein Files Illuminate a 20-Year Architecture Behind Pandemics as a Business Model—With Bill Gates at the Center of the Network IN this Substack👇👇👇: open.substack.com/pub/sayerj… Today I share an AMAZING EXCERPT from Sayer JI’s most recent Substack that touched my wounded & grieving heart, DEEPLY👇👇👇: Sayer Ji: “What is happening right now is the END OF a CERTAIN KIND of INNOCENCE. NOT the innocence of children — that innocence is sacred and inviolable, and the defense of (the innocence of children) is what brought many of us to this fight in the first place. I mean THE INNOCENCE OF A CIVILIZATION that believed its institutions were what they claimed to be. The INNOCENCE OF TRUSTING that the architecture… 1️⃣ of governance, 2️⃣of medicine, 3️⃣of justice,…. ….was fundamentally oriented toward the common good. 🚨That innocence is over.🚨 🚨And its ending is not gentle.🚨  Tranche upon tranche of state-validated secrets, now declassified. Names we were told not to speak. Networks we were told did not exist. 🚨A scale of predation and complicity that makes the mind recoil because the mind was not built to hold it.🚨 And behind it all, 🚨the sickening recognition that the very institutions charged with protecting the most vulnerable were, in many cases, complicit in their destruction.🚨 I know what this does to the body. I have felt it in mine. The nausea. The sleeplessness. The way you pick up your phone in the morning and some new revelation lands in your chest like a physical blow. Jerome (a reader of Sayer’s Substack) described it perfectly: ‘something feels broken inside.’ And 🚨here is what (Sayer Ji) wants to say to everyone who feels that way🚨: 1️⃣If you are horrified by what you’ve seen, that horror is not weakness. It is evidence of what you are made of. 2️⃣If you are shattered by cruelty, you are structurally aligned with life. 3️⃣If you feel grief when innocence is violated, you are aligned with coherence — with the deep grain of reality itself. ‼️The capacity to be broken by this is not the problem.‼️ 🚨It is the signal. It is the proof that your instrument is calibrated correctly.🚨 In a world that has organized itself around numbness — that has medicated, distracted, surveilled, and shamed the feeling out of us — 🚨the most courageous act is to choose to feel.🚨 ❤️The breaking is not the end. It is the beginning.❤️” open.substack.com/pub/sayerj…