nini’s digital notepad. esoterica when i feel like it
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— THREE BODIES OF LILITH STUDIES N ARTICLE PROJECT THINGY… that i’m inadvertently spinning up bc of my incessant desire to touch all contingencies:
there’s no manual for the modern occultist to digest the esoteric essence of lilith sans the artificial egoic constructs that make up how she’s perceived in spiritual spaces as an archetype, mythos, AND entity altogether.
…and if you’re really getting a warm lead on lilith’s essence in Consciousness (Source, God, Universe, wtv y’all say), you’ll know that the multidimensionality of the primal void* can’t be placed into a tidy hierarchal manuscript to be consumed by the masses, as the egoic society we’re raised into wishes to produce..
(* the “primal void” is “0”. if consciously perceived, the best i could describe it is the state you enter anesthesia being described much as “death” due to lack of awareness of Self/Ego - temporary dissolution of the Individual and the polarity that comes with materialization …
lilith is the true reservoir for the uncreated, repressed, and/or hidden material within the conscious perception, control, & functions of an entity)
as the header tells you, your understanding of lilith in any esoteric capacity (let alone astrology) is capped by your comprehension of “The Shadow”
not only as a jungian self-help concept (most people stop here) but also at an interpersonal, trans-personal, trans-generational understanding of the Shadow and its role
in explaining all of this ^ (somehow, i’m 99% sure this is going to be a long-term research project as u alr see we’re mid-october ) … Maybe i will assist the collective in understanding our shadow more bc it feels like my duty with black moon lilith (lunar apogee, not asteroid) being in my 1H and my mercury …….. Being on some really intense shit disposition wise, to say the least!
yea like . If i had to force everything into two condensed pages, i’d say that the three distinct bodies of lilith (hypothetical, mathematical, astronomical) are perfect representations of the moon’s hidden reach and connections beyond what the sun (conscious mind) can touch.
it would require a whole separate chapter to explain what all three points express themselves as by dimension ..
then another to explain how the realized expressions of lilith within a chart vary across the querent / subject being read on .. bc lilith in a mundane chart does not express, resolve, or generate itself in the way it does for a natal chart. This is a lot of information to put into smth general ok damn
give me a description of the conflicting energies / opposition-like frequencies causing the dissonant confusion of “sharing/over-sharing” and i’ll tell you where the line is and how blurry it is
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Ok so admittedly I didn't think about that
JUST IN: French blood bank hit by cyber attack with blood samples being heated to 110 degrees Celsius from their maintained -30, per Le Canard Enchaîné.
Readers added context they thought people might want to know
The 110 °C figure was the value hacked equipment was reprogrammed to reach, which does not mean the cold rooms or plasma bags actually reached 110 °C. France's health ministry said the anomalies were spotted in time, with no operational consequences. cyberattaque.org/cyberattaque-c…
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Whelp, called it. Coercive dependence via bundling.
Capitalism's response to people not actually wanting their products is always, always the creation & enforcement of coercive dependence, including via state regulation. That's the whole business model.
Google is now threatening America's schools, saying they will turn off their core search functions if schools choose to entirely block AI.
nytimes.com/2026/11/03/us/go…
i couldn’t tell if the weather forecast of florida getting suddenly plunged into the low 30°s/high 20°s by a cold front was a dream this morning
like. y’all see ppl saying the quiet part out loud EXPLICITLY and … Expect a veil ?¿ veil feelings is 2016 to 2019 density of realms i think
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my mama wouldn’t even put this type of shit in the atmosphere.
The co-pilot of the Learjet that crashed into the ground in Florida has been identified as 20-year-old Nathalia Filgueiras, texted her boyfriend just 10 minutes before the crash.
Filgueiras' mother said she "always knew" a plane would "take her away from me."
The pilot was flying to the Bahamas when the plane plummeted 20,000 feet per minute into the ground.
"I wanted her to live her dream, but I knew that her dream was going to be the thing that would take her away from me," her mother told the New York Post.
"I knew that a plane was gonna take her away from me. I always knew it, but I was so proud of her. I know she was living her dream."
Just 10 minutes before the crash, Filgueiras reportedly texted her boyfriend: "I’ve got turbulence, I’ve got ice."
The female pilot got her pilot license in high school. Her stepfather says she had 1,300 hours of experience.
In a social media post, Filgueiras boasted about how young she was as a pilot with her boyfriend.
"How often do you see 2 pilots under 21 with a commercial, multi-engine, instrument, CFI/CFI-I," she said.
8 other people were on board the jet when it crashed. They have yet to be identified.
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what if you lived in FLORIDA and you worked an EIGHT TO SIX the day before an ELECTION and your DENTIST APPOINTMENT and drove home in a FLASHFOOD with a RIP CURRENT and your LIGHTS WENT OUT and you got REAR ENDED and you were FINE but you still LIVE IN FLORIDA
like lol what’s the next soft launch
#BREAKING: 2 election centers in Maricopa County, Arizona, closed 'due to power issues.'
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you can tell this hole predicament happened because he had the folly of curiosity and wanton noseyness. it’s “what’s all that racket” until you’re calf-deep in the racketness realm. he don’t know that every hole is a trap placed by God specifically for the amateur contortionist
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Nobody has ever believed me when I've tried to describe how exruciating it is for me to wake up, and instead people have gaslighted me about it all my life. Remembering it makes me so fucking angry.
BREAKING: Sleep and neurology researchers confirm that "morning grogginess" in ADHD is actually severe Sleep Inertia—a state where the prefrontal cortex takes up to 60 minutes longer to restore blood flow and dopamine signaling after waking up than a neurotypical brain.
If waking up your ADHD child (or yourself) at 7:00 AM feels like trying to wake up a hibernating bear who wants to fight everyone in the house, here is the science of why: